Q: dear heart, wat r u feeling now?
A:
~ two more days..before going back to t bookworm world..study study study study stress stress stress bus bus bus busy busy busy panda eye panda eye panda eye
~ find it most difficult to let go for six months~ my nephew: Calvin Chee Khai Wen(xiao yuan bai bao) & Cayson Chee Khai Sern( fat fat de bun)..T____T...i might cry on t day i separate with them..miss them already now..T.T
~ will also miss quarelling with my youngest brother..
~miss my mom's nagging..nag nag nag...
~miss my upside down sleep cycle
~miss going out with friends
# outing with mangay to shah alam
# movies every weekend with ex-highskoolians
# 6A3 gathering then went to wei khang's house..
# movie with cousiez: hannah montana: its a climmbbb~~i like this song
~ miss FB-ing t whole day
~ last but not least ..will miss t FREE me !!
bye bye Freedom..welcome Busy
~~peace out~~XD
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
tomorrow never dies~
first time i'm doing a tag. been tagged before but never bothered to do it. XP
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: PLAIN WATER.
2.Last phone call: HOUSE.
3.Last text message: LI YANG.
4.Last song you listened to: PET SOCIETY.
5.Last time you cried: FEW MINUTES AGO.XD>..< kidding!wahaha
6.What time did you wake up today: 9AM,THKS TO WEN PENG
7. What were you doing at midnight last night: SURFING .
8. Name something you CANNOT wait for: harry potter on july 16!
9. Last time you saw your Mother: NOW STILL SEEING.
10.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: CONCERN MORE BOUT HIM N MADE HIM GO FOR BODY CHECK-up IN T FIRST PLACE
11. What are you listening to right now : I WILL BE by leona lewis
12. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: TOM N JERRY..XD XP
13. What's getting on your nerves right now: BODY TIRED MIND STILL ACTIVE
14. Most visited webpage: FB
15. Whats your real name: TAN HUAN HUAN
16. Nicknames: HANTU,BABI,HUANKUASADUA,HUANSQUARE,HAUNHAUN =.=38.
Relationship Status: SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE..sorryXD
17. Zodiac sign: CANCER.
18. Male or female : female
19. Primary School?: Sri Lethia(STD1 &2) SRI ACMAR(till std 6)
20. Secondary School?: Sri Acmar
21. High school/college?: SMK Tinggi Klang
22. Hair colour: half black half brown..NATURAL DE due to malnutrition ;3
23. Long or short: SHORT..FOR NOW
24. Height: 163CM
25. Do you have a crush on someone?: HOPE SO
26: What do you like about yourself?: NOTHING
27. Piercings: ears
28. Tattoos: MAYBE!
29. Righty or lefty: rightie
FIRSTS :
30. First surgery: REMOVE TRIANGLE TEETH CONSIDERED?
31. First piercing: ears
32. First best friend: TUNG MAY JEAN..wonder she still remembers me?..XD
33. First sport you joined: CARRYING A MORE THAN 8.5 KG PUNYA BABY UP N DOWN T STAIRS CONSIDERED??
34. First vacation: ERR..4GOTTEN..OLDLIAO..HMM..
35. First pair of trainers: BIRTHDAY SUIT
36. Eating: air
37. Drinking: PLAIN WATER
38. I'm about to: READ DORAEMON COMIC BOOK(FOR T SECOND ROUND)..
39. Listening to: theme of love~final fantasy
40. Waiting on: my special someone~XD
YOUR FUTURE
41. Want kids?: OF COURSE..XD~
42. Get Married?: HMMMPH
43. Career?: BIOMEDICAL SCIENTIST,professor??XD
WHICH IS BETTER :
44. Lips or eyes: MY PANDA EYES..YEAH!!XD
45. Hugs or kisses: HUGS
46. Shorter or taller: taller
47. Older or Younger: HALF HALF
48. Romantic or spontaneous: both
49. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
50. Sensitive or loud: in between
51. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
52. Trouble maker or hesitant: hmmmph..erm...
HAVE YOU EVER :
53. Kissed a stranger: NEVER,UNLESS REALLY CUTE..BABY LA I MEAN!
54. Drank hard liquor: umm.SHANDY,champagne.counted as drank?
55. Lost glasses/contacts: NO
56. Sex on first date: NEVER!!!!!!!!
57. Broken someone's heart: YES, I AM CRUEL,,BUT THATS TAT
58. Been arrested:NO XD
59. Turned someone down: YES
60. Cried when someone died: SURE:'(
61. Fallen for a friend?: USED TO.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
61. Yourself: DEFINITELY
62. Miracles: I BELIEVE I CAN FLY,I BELIEVE I CAN SOAR T LAB!.AHAHAHA
63. Love at first sight: YEAH..*WINK..XD.
64. Heaven: ONE MORE PLACE FOR ME PLZ??XD
65. Santa Claus: HO!HO!HO!..
66. Kiss on the first date: I WILL SLAP HIM.
67.Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
68. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
69. Did you sing today?: YES..IN WEN PENG'S CAR..XD
70. Ever cheated on somebody?: HMM..THERE IS ONE TIME, I LIED TO MY MOM, TELLING HER TAT ITS A SKOOL HOL ON TAT DAY BUT ITS ACT A NORMAL SKOOLING DAY..TAT TIME STILL NAIVE (hehe >;D)..STUPID ME, T SKOOL IS NEAR MY HOUSE, so my mum found out lo..wakakak..WILL NEVER LIE TO MY PRECIOUS MUM AGAIN..XD
71. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: to the time WHEN HE IS STILL HEALTHY, N TAT DAMN VIRUS DOESNT GET HIM YET
72. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 2008.HMMM.NOTHING TO REGRET OF....
73.Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO
74. Posting this as 100 truths?: some truths were revealed...XD
People tagged by me : those who linked my blog in their blog! XPxoxo
♥ BIONAME : ♀[TAN HUAN HUAN]
AGE : 2O soon ;)D.O.B : 03.07.1989
♥ JUST TO SAY~always b yourself, t genuine you~ppl who think badly of t real you is not worth to be your friend..so why bother! rock on babe..XD
~peace out~
finally~~~at long last~~~O.O whew~
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: PLAIN WATER.
2.Last phone call: HOUSE.
3.Last text message: LI YANG.
4.Last song you listened to: PET SOCIETY.
5.Last time you cried: FEW MINUTES AGO.XD>..< kidding!wahaha
6.What time did you wake up today: 9AM,THKS TO WEN PENG
7. What were you doing at midnight last night: SURFING .
8. Name something you CANNOT wait for: harry potter on july 16!
9. Last time you saw your Mother: NOW STILL SEEING.
10.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: CONCERN MORE BOUT HIM N MADE HIM GO FOR BODY CHECK-up IN T FIRST PLACE
11. What are you listening to right now : I WILL BE by leona lewis
12. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: TOM N JERRY..XD XP
13. What's getting on your nerves right now: BODY TIRED MIND STILL ACTIVE
14. Most visited webpage: FB
15. Whats your real name: TAN HUAN HUAN
16. Nicknames: HANTU,BABI,HUANKUASADUA,HUANSQUARE,HAUNHAUN =.=38.
Relationship Status: SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE..sorryXD
17. Zodiac sign: CANCER.
18. Male or female : female
19. Primary School?: Sri Lethia(STD1 &2) SRI ACMAR(till std 6)
20. Secondary School?: Sri Acmar
21. High school/college?: SMK Tinggi Klang
22. Hair colour: half black half brown..NATURAL DE due to malnutrition ;3
23. Long or short: SHORT..FOR NOW
24. Height: 163CM
25. Do you have a crush on someone?: HOPE SO
26: What do you like about yourself?: NOTHING
27. Piercings: ears
28. Tattoos: MAYBE!
29. Righty or lefty: rightie
FIRSTS :
30. First surgery: REMOVE TRIANGLE TEETH CONSIDERED?
31. First piercing: ears
32. First best friend: TUNG MAY JEAN..wonder she still remembers me?..XD
33. First sport you joined: CARRYING A MORE THAN 8.5 KG PUNYA BABY UP N DOWN T STAIRS CONSIDERED??
34. First vacation: ERR..4GOTTEN..OLDLIAO..HMM..
35. First pair of trainers: BIRTHDAY SUIT
36. Eating: air
37. Drinking: PLAIN WATER
38. I'm about to: READ DORAEMON COMIC BOOK(FOR T SECOND ROUND)..
39. Listening to: theme of love~final fantasy
40. Waiting on: my special someone~XD
YOUR FUTURE
41. Want kids?: OF COURSE..XD~
42. Get Married?: HMMMPH
43. Career?: BIOMEDICAL SCIENTIST,professor??XD
WHICH IS BETTER :
44. Lips or eyes: MY PANDA EYES..YEAH!!XD
45. Hugs or kisses: HUGS
46. Shorter or taller: taller
47. Older or Younger: HALF HALF
48. Romantic or spontaneous: both
49. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
50. Sensitive or loud: in between
51. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
52. Trouble maker or hesitant: hmmmph..erm...
HAVE YOU EVER :
53. Kissed a stranger: NEVER,UNLESS REALLY CUTE..BABY LA I MEAN!
54. Drank hard liquor: umm.SHANDY,champagne.counted as drank?
55. Lost glasses/contacts: NO
56. Sex on first date: NEVER!!!!!!!!
57. Broken someone's heart: YES, I AM CRUEL,,BUT THATS TAT
58. Been arrested:NO XD
59. Turned someone down: YES
60. Cried when someone died: SURE:'(
61. Fallen for a friend?: USED TO.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
61. Yourself: DEFINITELY
62. Miracles: I BELIEVE I CAN FLY,I BELIEVE I CAN SOAR T LAB!.AHAHAHA
63. Love at first sight: YEAH..*WINK..XD.
64. Heaven: ONE MORE PLACE FOR ME PLZ??XD
65. Santa Claus: HO!HO!HO!..
66. Kiss on the first date: I WILL SLAP HIM.
67.Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
68. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
69. Did you sing today?: YES..IN WEN PENG'S CAR..XD
70. Ever cheated on somebody?: HMM..THERE IS ONE TIME, I LIED TO MY MOM, TELLING HER TAT ITS A SKOOL HOL ON TAT DAY BUT ITS ACT A NORMAL SKOOLING DAY..TAT TIME STILL NAIVE (hehe >;D)..STUPID ME, T SKOOL IS NEAR MY HOUSE, so my mum found out lo..wakakak..WILL NEVER LIE TO MY PRECIOUS MUM AGAIN..XD
71. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: to the time WHEN HE IS STILL HEALTHY, N TAT DAMN VIRUS DOESNT GET HIM YET
72. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 2008.HMMM.NOTHING TO REGRET OF....
73.Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO
74. Posting this as 100 truths?: some truths were revealed...XD
People tagged by me : those who linked my blog in their blog! XPxoxo
♥ BIONAME : ♀[TAN HUAN HUAN]
AGE : 2O soon ;)D.O.B : 03.07.1989
♥ JUST TO SAY~always b yourself, t genuine you~ppl who think badly of t real you is not worth to be your friend..so why bother! rock on babe..XD
~peace out~
finally~~~at long last~~~O.O whew~
Thursday, June 18, 2009
double xi ling men
double t happiness , double t fun!
tats wat i hope in seventeen hours time..
hope we are "seventeen again"..yeah XD
lol..
in roughly seven hours later, my "sexy(XD) heng tai" kah foong is gonna get his result..
hence i hereby wish him luck n hope he might finally able to pursue his dreams..
secondly is in seventeen hours time, we are going to celebrate my beloved hamster's birthday .. although her birthday is 21st june.waka waka..
so i also hereby wish she can 'break egg' soon ^^
hope we[wp,jojo,vv,hh,jitjit,kk,ff,ww,n tt] have a blast of fun later~~have my palms together.. god bless^^
~~peace out~~V^^V
tats wat i hope in seventeen hours time..
hope we are "seventeen again"..yeah XD
lol..
in roughly seven hours later, my "sexy(XD) heng tai" kah foong is gonna get his result..
hence i hereby wish him luck n hope he might finally able to pursue his dreams..
secondly is in seventeen hours time, we are going to celebrate my beloved hamster's birthday .. although her birthday is 21st june.waka waka..
so i also hereby wish she can 'break egg' soon ^^
hope we[wp,jojo,vv,hh,jitjit,kk,ff,ww,n tt] have a blast of fun later~~have my palms together.. god bless^^
~~peace out~~V^^V
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
random~~
i cant sleep..Sleepless Nights~~
based on my own psychological research (XD), apparently those (lets name it B) who had a crush on someone (lets name it A) will read A's blog from head to toe no matter how long,boring n unrelated t blog is to B.
hence..(perasan a bit)..if u r reading EVERY SINGLE FRIGGIN DETAIL of my cheong hei blog,,this means u had a crush on me!!
wahahaha..just kidding.. however it is true to some ppl?
yours truthfully,insanely, crazily,
huan kuasa dua
~~peace out~~V^^V
p/s : waiting any moment for my mom to freak out due to t loud typing noise..hee hee..however..no more now~~
based on my own psychological research (XD), apparently those (lets name it B) who had a crush on someone (lets name it A) will read A's blog from head to toe no matter how long,boring n unrelated t blog is to B.
hence..(perasan a bit)..if u r reading EVERY SINGLE FRIGGIN DETAIL of my cheong hei blog,,this means u had a crush on me!!
wahahaha..just kidding.. however it is true to some ppl?
yours truthfully,insanely, crazily,
huan kuasa dua
~~peace out~~V^^V
p/s : waiting any moment for my mom to freak out due to t loud typing noise..hee hee..however..no more now~~
FEELING
just now i was "shocked by lightning twice"~~
not t exact lightning though~~
as a by-product of t lightning shock.this is wat i think~~.apparently girls look for rich guys (some of them)..are guys d same?
do they look for rich girls as well?
IT is obvious they look for pretty girls(right?) i dunno..but is wealth another criteria for them?
this makes me wonder due to certain comments my friend made indirectly ..
as for me..feeling is t most important..i am a very sensitive person(elaborate more on this later)..
just now..while chatting in msn with a particular friend..he sort of made me change a lil bit of my impression on him..i first thought he was a playboy back in form six cause he is very friendly towards every girl he met ..and to this fellow: so this is t answer when u ask me y i am scared of you,however am i scared of you??*confused*
few hours back..i had a "truthful conversation" with him.. its all about t truth..he told me interesting stuff (hehe) which makes me think NOW that he is indeed a str8forward guy of all t friends i met..however truth can be harsh at times..n due to my stubborn curiosity, i can barely sleep now..i know i very cheong hei but still i wanna remind him again in case he forgotten n if he is reading this~~
there it goes~~{i am not a sui pian de girl who will fall for every guy i met, n no matter how good looking or how good tat someone treat me, if i do not have t FEELING for him(or her-->impossible!wahaha), then he would not be able to pin me down} get it!!!!!>.<..
yeah..so i am sensitive n i hate ppl misunderstanding bout me..i hope everything is clear between U n Me ..even though this might not be a big deal for you..it is for me!as i wan my image cleaned..[emo-ing]=.=
i feel low bout myself recently n it has nothing to do with anybody~~i feel ugly inside n outside..i am a negative-thinker most of t time.. n i have never felt so low bout myself..perhaps it will dissolve someday~~
tats all for now..
remember friends, every heavy rain ends with a rainbow ~hence al your problems will eventually end up alright after al..this is how i console myself after every stupid negative thinking i made as i cant find anyone suitable to confide with..
~~peace out~~V^^V
not t exact lightning though~~
as a by-product of t lightning shock.this is wat i think~~.apparently girls look for rich guys (some of them)..are guys d same?
do they look for rich girls as well?
IT is obvious they look for pretty girls(right?) i dunno..but is wealth another criteria for them?
this makes me wonder due to certain comments my friend made indirectly ..
as for me..feeling is t most important..i am a very sensitive person(elaborate more on this later)..
just now..while chatting in msn with a particular friend..he sort of made me change a lil bit of my impression on him..i first thought he was a playboy back in form six cause he is very friendly towards every girl he met ..and to this fellow: so this is t answer when u ask me y i am scared of you,however am i scared of you??*confused*
few hours back..i had a "truthful conversation" with him.. its all about t truth..he told me interesting stuff (hehe) which makes me think NOW that he is indeed a str8forward guy of all t friends i met..however truth can be harsh at times..n due to my stubborn curiosity, i can barely sleep now..i know i very cheong hei but still i wanna remind him again in case he forgotten n if he is reading this~~
there it goes~~{i am not a sui pian de girl who will fall for every guy i met, n no matter how good looking or how good tat someone treat me, if i do not have t FEELING for him(or her-->impossible!wahaha), then he would not be able to pin me down} get it!!!!!>.<..
yeah..so i am sensitive n i hate ppl misunderstanding bout me..i hope everything is clear between U n Me ..even though this might not be a big deal for you..it is for me!as i wan my image cleaned..[emo-ing]=.=
i feel low bout myself recently n it has nothing to do with anybody~~i feel ugly inside n outside..i am a negative-thinker most of t time.. n i have never felt so low bout myself..perhaps it will dissolve someday~~
tats all for now..
remember friends, every heavy rain ends with a rainbow ~hence al your problems will eventually end up alright after al..this is how i console myself after every stupid negative thinking i made as i cant find anyone suitable to confide with..
~~peace out~~V^^V
iMpErFeCT
so t journey begins~~
before that, i wanna make things clear..
some ppl might be amazed by complete fluent plus ''flowery" english words used by others..but i am afraid i do not have a passion to do that coz i prefer adding some other languages into them making them pasar english sentences..so i hope you guys out there wouldn't mind..instead do enjoy t beauty o t "pasary" language^^
here am i in my mother's room..all asleep except me as usual~~it is often t friendzz who say good night to me n explore their dreamzz leaving me exploring my own dark solitary world..however i enjoyed it n thats t fun of it~~being in my own world~~just me~~
sometimes we just couldn't help having our own special time right~~XD
however i chosen it to be late at night making me a nocturnal panda-eyed girl~~
hence i shalt stop here n exit facebook..n..
sleep??nono..gonna watch UP in my laptop~~hee
yeah~~
may all my friends have a lovely dream~~ sweet night everyone ..XD
~~peace out~~V^^V
before that, i wanna make things clear..
some ppl might be amazed by complete fluent plus ''flowery" english words used by others..but i am afraid i do not have a passion to do that coz i prefer adding some other languages into them making them pasar english sentences..so i hope you guys out there wouldn't mind..instead do enjoy t beauty o t "pasary" language^^
here am i in my mother's room..all asleep except me as usual~~it is often t friendzz who say good night to me n explore their dreamzz leaving me exploring my own dark solitary world..however i enjoyed it n thats t fun of it~~being in my own world~~just me~~
sometimes we just couldn't help having our own special time right~~XD
however i chosen it to be late at night making me a nocturnal panda-eyed girl~~
hence i shalt stop here n exit facebook..n..
sleep??nono..gonna watch UP in my laptop~~hee
yeah~~
may all my friends have a lovely dream~~ sweet night everyone ..XD
~~peace out~~V^^V
introduction
hi i came across this with t help of my friend kah foong..so thank you~~..
i have planned to write a blog since dunno when..but i am lazy..
then just now..my other friend asked me to read kah foong's blog(coz one or two of his posts, somehow got my name inside)kaka..so i read n then only i realised that yuan lai a lot ppl had expressed themselves(mostly) tru blogging..
hence i told myself that i mussen miss being a part of it rite ?? hehe..
so this is it..something bout me,me n ME!
hope i am not too lazy to type n torture my brain to string multiple words together..so to t ppl out there~ either u read it or leave it..its up to you..i am just here with a hope on expressing my feelings n disatisfaction once in a while. i hope to release my stress..AH! as i am a thinker of wu liao stuff..
i know u guys out there hate long chiong hei post..so do i..so/.....peace outXD
yours sincerely,
huan kuasa dua( this name is given by my ukm biomed friend~hamster yong XD in t friends for sale when he bought me as a 'pet' in facebook
yeah i am a facebook freak..so what?!! aggressive eh am i?yeah..get used to it then waka waka
xPP
~peace out~V^^V
i have planned to write a blog since dunno when..but i am lazy..
then just now..my other friend asked me to read kah foong's blog(coz one or two of his posts, somehow got my name inside)kaka..so i read n then only i realised that yuan lai a lot ppl had expressed themselves(mostly) tru blogging..
hence i told myself that i mussen miss being a part of it rite ?? hehe..
so this is it..something bout me,me n ME!
hope i am not too lazy to type n torture my brain to string multiple words together..so to t ppl out there~ either u read it or leave it..its up to you..i am just here with a hope on expressing my feelings n disatisfaction once in a while. i hope to release my stress..AH! as i am a thinker of wu liao stuff..
i know u guys out there hate long chiong hei post..so do i..so/.....peace outXD
yours sincerely,
huan kuasa dua( this name is given by my ukm biomed friend~hamster yong XD in t friends for sale when he bought me as a 'pet' in facebook
yeah i am a facebook freak..so what?!! aggressive eh am i?yeah..get used to it then waka waka
xPP
~peace out~V^^V
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