Why give up on a bush of beautiful roses because of a few stinky caterpillars


Nothing is gonna tear us apart
This I am gonna make sure of
I promise
Not even you fuckers S M L are going to tear us apart no matter how close you think you are with "us"

I dream of a day when SML will -fuck off ~:) from ours truly zes life forever and ever and ever and everrr

Oh well
Buddha says," holding on to anger on someone is like holding on to a piece of hot charcoal, before we throw it to someone we hate, we are the ones who will get burned"

So I shall not be angry, I shall not hate.. I shall try my very best to wait for the day they are gone forever!
For as caterpillars shall turn into butterflies and fly away one day, but those will be ugly butterflies! Be gone thou putrid fools!

Peace v

I miss my McDonald buddy..the one whom I go with at weird hours..haha

You think you are not good enough

But I think you are the best!
So stop whining like a bleeding goat***
Like you said ;)

Shall one day publish a book entitled *The Life of a Stalker*

Sounds promising XD
WEE

I don't need love
I just need you
By my side
Always
^^

January faster come!

Can a guy and a girl really be best friends?

Phases of life

When I just started attending primary school, I used to count all the tiles in my house toilet one by one whenever I go for a looongg poo-poo.

When I was in the middle of primary school, I counted all the tiles at each side then multiply to get the total number of tiles instead when I was doing some 'big business'.
So called having upgraded my intelligence ha-ha

Then when I started entering secondary school, going to the loo is just merely releasing your gut discomfort and nothing more. No counting anything whatsoever.

Same goes to the time when I finished secondary school and promoted to pre-university and university life. All that mattered was getting the business in the washroom settled ASAP cause I don't wanna miss a thing in the outside world.

Then when I finally graduated from university, all of a sudden the moment i have now when I was pass-motioning is always the reminisce of what I have been doing last time when I was a kid, and I had enjoyed counting the tiles. I wanted to reignite the eagerness to count all the tiles, but things are just not the same as it is before anymore. I am just too tired for that having been working the whole day outside and squeezing my brain juice for the future. Yet, I have no regrets, as I can still savour upon the memories I had as a kid in the toilet poo-pooing.

It then makes me wonder, when I finally climbed to the highest level of my life, with everything in my life to-do list ticked, achievements stacking one upon another, however health deteriorating with age, till then will I look back in time when I am still able to go to the toilet by myself, as I might be sitting on a wheelchair and perhaps settling my business on diapers in future.

The answer is Yes I will.. And why am I comparing my life to moments in toilets?
I am not.
Yet I donot deny that the urge to go to the loo is always an exciting feeling and the moment business is done in the loo is always one of the most satisfactory moment(if only you have things to release). Come on! Don't make that yucky expression! I bet deep down down you feel the same way I do.. Hiak


I just wanna say that what I wrote clearly pictured the different phases of life everyone of us go through. We cannot re-ignite any of these phases for the second time. We don't have to do so.

We just have to embrace every single changes that God has arranged for us in life, live every phases of our life with no regrets. And every memories placed in our minds from every phases will make us reminisce and smile. Be it good or bad. Bear in mind that any misfortunes we had in life or when life doesn't go the way we wanted, these are not regrets, it is actually a golden experience in which we will be grateful we have been through and overcome them when we think back of them in the future.


I am still trying to learn to live my life to the fullest. I hope everyone will too ;)

This is just my random thoughts. Thanks for reading andddd Good night!;)

Some people's attitude are just so diverse or what I can say:weird. Sometimes I just don't understand some ppl's attitude and yet I cannot tell them off face to face. I do not understand why they could have said things to hurt people, said things without going through their brain(if still functioning) and without considering other people's feelings. Now, I have even encountered ppl who mentioned things I hate just because they enjoyed seeing me get pissed off! Why?? And that fellow so happens to be someone close to me.

Is it very enjoyable to see someone you care of gets pissed off? Even if it's meant to be a joke, but as young adults, we should already have developed the ability to differentiate between a bad and a good joke. As in what can be said and what NOT.

On that day, I am amazed that my usually low EQ increased a little, I did not show the expression that is expected even though deep down I felt annoyed, disturbed, pissed off(oh yes I am, very), and disappointed on why this someone that I respected, love and care of could have said something like that just to hurt me , and to watch me pissed off??! Again, WHY? I don't understand.

I did not give the expression someone expected though I feel the very big urge to press the NEXT tab on the screen. I didn't, and I acted normal and calm. The calmness however does not mean that I am ok with everything that is being said during that particular moment, I just tolerated with everything that happened because that someone is someone I care of, whereas that someone I hate whom is being mentioned is someone the one who mention, care of.. Hence I don't wanna hurt anyone.( I don't mind hurting ppl I hate though, call me bad I don't care) But I mind hurting people I CARE. I don't understand why some people don't mind hurting ppl they care.

Alright, even if you didnt consider my feelings, or not aware of it, then let's switch to that someone you mentioned whom I hate but whom you care very much. Then do u enjoy pushing that fellow to someone whom you already know despise very much ? For what? Just because you wanna see how that fellow makes someone pissed off, makes that someone hates that fellow even more, only will you be satisfied? Do you enjoy letting that fellow u care of being hated even more?

This is not the first time. I did not say or express anything on that time, I will also not confront you regarding this matter because I don't wanna keep saying and expressing that I hate someone who is very close to you because that will only make you unhappy. That is why I tolerated and remained calm on that time, rather not showing my hatred and uneasiness when you purposely mention that fellow to me , because I don't wanna make you unhappy. And yet you manipulated and take advantage of my patience by never failing to mention that whenever we meet. And from time to time, I just choose to ignore what u are trying to do:which is to make me pissed off?! Plus I already don't wanna keep reminding myself that I hated that fellow in front of you because that will just make everyone unhappy, no?? Can't u just gimme a break and let the fact that I hate that fellow resides silently in everyone's mind who know this will do? Why does these annoying things have to be said out by me or you everytime we meet? This is what I have been trying to avoid and that is why I kept quiet or ignored this everytime you choose to mention it .


I really hope it won't happen again. Because I will never do the same thing to you. And I didnt confront you on this matter because I care for you and respected you and wish that you can realize this for yourself.