its all kudou shinichi's fault

PART 1
t reason
i am
going to
have
~panda eyes again
~liver damage
~faster aging
~more wrinkles at t side of my eyes
~deafening ears

is

because

-----> i am downloading detective conan t disclosed case=.=

PART 2
i have deleted everything n plan to forget everything bout xxxx
i think too much
too much expectation
hopes for something to happen
it wont~
dream on will u~
i hope everthing will end up well
i hope i have a temporary amnesia~XD
all's well will end well..yeah
i am used to it, all those obstacles i had been able to overcome!>.

PART 3
u know wat annoys me now, the baby cries nonstop, dunno how many zillion times i went to "dodoi" him>.<
nvm, he is my precious(nephew..!!) after all~ shud be patient..hmmm

good !! download is completed..now i can zzzz..=.=

good night
peace out

p/s: i was wondering why most of my guy frenZZ so gilakan girls generation..=.="..

fishes in t sea~~~

PPL say even if u got hurt n lost ur love, don worry, there is still " a lot of fishes in the sea"..

this phrase is t reason we move on after losing our other half, with t hope of finding another "fish"..so wat if we lose t special him or her, there is still a lot of choices out there~~

OR

if we happen to love that special someone SECRETLY for years n years n yearsssss, only to be disappointed n left with a false hope n a broken heart, don worry, there is still "a lot fishes in the sea", just get over that special him or her, as there is still plenty of choices out there~~{this time i think of a song: Somewhere Out There by Linda Ronstadt & James Ingram}

HOWEVER, it takes a matter of time for me to realise t pain truth behind this so called optimistic phrase..

our feelings are hurt by our old love or crush, hence with that phrase in our mind, we are set to find another love >>oh!this one is more handsome/prettier n rich,guess i have made at right choice this time..wee< there is actually still a lot i can choose de!bla bla bla<<.....only to end up being hurt again agAIN n AGAIN by our other so-called love..

*sigh*
thats L.I.F.E~~n we human are meant to be t slave of L.O.V.E..~~~yet we are willing to...

rebirth~

finally i am able to gain access to my lonely blog here, a lot bitter things not forgetting some sweet crazy moments had happened throughout t period from t last blog i posted here till now,..

i have learnt that we should appreciate friends that care for us n don give a damn on those that doesnt value our friendship,..hell yeah!

well this exam period is (well in my opinion) t most torturing period in my entire exam life...T.T...so many to study, many difficult chim chim de names and terms to remember(hmmm so far i manage to remember helicobacter pylori, iodamoeba butschlii, mycobacterium tuberculosis.<<.cheh show off kononnya wahahah!!>>)...n u know,..i like to go home mainly because i wanna meet my two nephews(big C n small c)..i don like to be stuck in setapak, t current place i am living in kl during my (hell)semester period,,sad to say ..i hate setapak!!!!!!!!!!!

but i have no choice but to try my best to stay positive n live life t fullest..sniff sniff**...but dunno why this time due to certain circumstances, i met some problem in finding transport back n forth KL..i have never felt tat tense n stress b4.T.T..but thank god in t end i manage to find..n from this, i learnt of who are t good ones who will be there for thou when u need them n also.. sad to say,, those helpless selfish ones(well maybe they have their own difficullties)..so i hereby wanna thank those who have help n support me throughout my self-assumed difficult moments..really appreciate ur effort, n u know who u r(>.^)..xoxo

overall i can just say that all the obstacles, disappointment, pain n misery(yet not all t time la) that i experienced throughout this period had made me a STRONGER person n nothing will stop me from achieving my dream(s)..hell yeah!!>.,< aza aza fighting!!

i shalt end this post by two wordss
~Good Night~

wahahaha..zzzzzz..(but i am not in t sleeping mood yet)