She said..

God gave me a chance, and i didn't use it well.

How sad can it be~
How hurt more can it be~


~~No matter how hard u've tried, there's nothing but holes inside~~

Shall i just stand under the rain, and let the raindrops wash away my dread,
or shall i just stand against the wind, to let all my regrets be blown away,

Shall i just sink deep down the sea, to let the waves flush away my misery,

or shall i just stand under the hot sun, to let the blazing rays melt away my worries~