the original me

decided to maintain d original me..
as long as i am happy and comfortable with who i am, the original me is enough
=]
sooo..
>>to those who cant stand the craziness i emit, sorry la.i apologize.i cant do anything bout it..at most just stay away from me lo..peace^^


>>to those who enjoy crazying around with me(u know who u are, my pandi sistersss n brothersss..XDDD)..we should treasure these moments as good things are hard to come yea..^^..last but not least, DO EXPECT MORE FROM ME^^ NGEK NGEK..ni men bu neng tao pi de(especially josephine ng wei liing..kaka>D)..(haha pai se la, i dunno how to write chinese so i just write the *han yu pin ying* but some also inaccurate de..u all understand n get the meaning can d la..hehehe^^)

gosh..i am really challenging my panda eyes..

why am i not asleep yet..i dunno..i am physically tired but my mind is still running actively, like waters in d waterfall?? (ehem metafora??XD)
haha
i am somehow expecting something even though i dunno wat is that i am waiting for..
i somehow expect something big will happen n change my life again..
yes..again..since few years back something changed my life~
however this time ..it is not due to d same factor, no one will be dying or anything(touchwood)XDD

hmm.wat else to say..thousand stuff or maybe zillion stuff seem to be running in my mind, but i somehow cant string them into sentences to be written here..
as its already 2:44 am now, permit me to write the contents of my mind in point form(lazy to type also actually haha)

>mosquito
>relationship(friends family etc)
>choice
>decision(i suspect i am developing deciodophobia??=.=)
>far far away
>status
>happiness
>kids
>nephew
>study
>randomness
>health
>indulgence
>facebook (IT)
>reminisce
>redface
>currently listening to *jiu yao xing fu le* this song reminds me of IT
>peeling my lips(luckily hiany butler is not here to nag me~)
>dignity
>impression
>am i doing or thinking d right thing?

u probably will not understand this,
or maybe wondering whther i am in the correct state of mind..
but this is wat i am thinking now..at times, i myself cant figure out wat i am thinking..i just hope i can have a simple piece of mind..perhaps i shall meditate?XD

gotta stop here..dunno wat to say d/..
better go sleep..
or else gonna face d librarians late with shocking panda eyes@.@

sweet dreams to those sleeping^^
peaceV^^V--->baichilisation?XD