FEELING

just now i was "shocked by lightning twice"~~
not t exact lightning though~~

as a by-product of t lightning shock.this is wat i think~~.apparently girls look for rich guys (some of them)..are guys d same?
do they look for rich girls as well?
IT is obvious they look for pretty girls(right?) i dunno..but is wealth another criteria for them?
this makes me wonder due to certain comments my friend made indirectly ..

as for me..feeling is t most important..i am a very sensitive person(elaborate more on this later)..

just now..while chatting in msn with a particular friend..he sort of made me change a lil bit of my impression on him..i first thought he was a playboy back in form six cause he is very friendly towards every girl he met ..and to this fellow: so this is t answer when u ask me y i am scared of you,however am i scared of you??*confused*

few hours back..i had a "truthful conversation" with him.. its all about t truth..he told me interesting stuff (hehe) which makes me think NOW that he is indeed a str8forward guy of all t friends i met..however truth can be harsh at times..n due to my stubborn curiosity, i can barely sleep now..i know i very cheong hei but still i wanna remind him again in case he forgotten n if he is reading this~~

there it goes~~{i am not a sui pian de girl who will fall for every guy i met, n no matter how good looking or how good tat someone treat me, if i do not have t FEELING for him(or her-->impossible!wahaha), then he would not be able to pin me down} get it!!!!!>.<..

yeah..so i am sensitive n i hate ppl misunderstanding bout me..i hope everything is clear between U n Me ..even though this might not be a big deal for you..it is for me!as i wan my image cleaned..[emo-ing]=.=



i feel low bout myself recently n it has nothing to do with anybody~~i feel ugly inside n outside..i am a negative-thinker most of t time.. n i have never felt so low bout myself..perhaps it will dissolve someday~~

tats all for now..
remember friends, every heavy rain ends with a rainbow ~hence al your problems will eventually end up alright after al..this is how i console myself after every stupid negative thinking i made as i cant find anyone suitable to confide with..

~~peace out~~V^^V